When I came back from Cambodia, I wanted to post something really scathing about what happened on the trip and talk about how I am unsure about service overseas.

After Christmas I wanted to post some thoughts about religion and commercialism and all that jazz.

On New Year's Eve I thought maybe I should write something, and on New Year's Day maybe I should have written something.

I just can't get bothered about people reading my shit anymore. Nothing really matters to anyone. My thoughts are important to me, but I don't know if I care enough to post them anymore. Next time maybe. This is such a time waster of a site and taking up Internet space.

Really doubting the way I am living now. The new year has come and I am still the same person. Usually bitchy in the inside but I've been voicing it out a little too much and I'm not sure if I care lol wtf Amanda but you're still insecure and shit.

Ugh.