It's kind of weird that since I've got a boyfriend I keep noticing hot girls and never notice any hot guys anymore it's like I'm man repellent now or he's a real huge girl magnet or maybe it's both.

We have limited time left, but somehow, coincidentally, schedules clash and the time we have left is less than what we expected.

Sometimes I decide that I can be totally independent but other days I feel as if I will lose a part of myself when he goes off to serve the bloody nation. Today is the day when I feel like the latter.

Most of the time when we meet I just want to lie down and fall asleep with you.

On another note, the girls I met at the Awfully Chocolate training are a rare breed of pretty and nice girls. This must be some kind of small miracle! (The only problem is I have shifts on the weekend he comes back and I am a retard I am such a fucking retard.)

my beloved monster and me,

I know this whole thing is tough for the both of us, and we're both still figuring a way out, I'm still figuring my affections out, but we're going to do this, and you're so lovely, I don't want you to go. I feel like I've only just had you and you're going so soon, but last night you told me that you're already thankful we had some time together. I'm not easy, this isn't easy, but maybe something good will come out of and unto us.
It's been two months and this is cliched, but it feels much longer than that (and it's good, it's good because it's some kind of solace, that the time we've spent together feels much longer, before you have to leave).

better happy

Today has been a pretty good day. Crashed a friend's house, watched Adventure Time and Archer, and was told that I seemed "happier". Met and old friend and made new ones. Passed the Awfully Chocolate interview despite feeling like I botched up. Generally feeling happy and great, despite what's to come. Going to finally write the NUS Law personal statement and go for the interview tomorrow. Despite feelings of fear and slight anxiety, I feel like it's going to be okay. I don't expect any to get a place in law school, I just hope to be calm and enjoy myself tomorrow.

Tomorrow seems like it's going to another great day too. After all,

It's (going to be) Friday, I'm in love.

Grace thinks that the saddest men make the best lovers and I guess I kind of agree.

come with me, my love

Do you know, this fills my head whenever I'm with you?

Between last Friday and the end of this week I would have had 3 interviews - SMU Law, Awfully Chocolate, NUS Law. SMU's all over now (so did not nail it). Freaking out a little about NUS. Heard it's a group interview for AC. Probably going to flunk all three. I'm too inadequate.

lazy sunday

hi goodbye