gasp//gaps

I am so bad with people and keeping everything in check in check in check I just feel like saying I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry all the time and I just want to be left alone alone alone but I feel the silence reverberate and I can't stand it I just can't and I wish to go to go to go but where do I go who do I go with what do I do why do I do this questions questions questions stop asking me I have no answers I am unsure and afraid and but if what how no no no goodbye I fear something anything everything stop asking me what why how I can't I just can't answer please please let me go no stop I want I just want to please please just please please let me breathe.