My irrational fears are attacking me again. I want it to stop. I can't sleep, I can't do anything right now but think about the same things, the same apocalypse, about being eaten alive, watching people die, images flashing across my eyes, transfixing images onto the current. I hear it too, the imagined sounds of people dying, of screaming, of growling, of teeth parting flesh.

I know they're fucking stupid irrational fears, but I can't. I just can't.