Haven't blogged for a while. Mostly because school is really hectic, and while I still don't feel like I fit in anywhere (it's already week 5!), I'm getting used to it. There's this girl here who tells me to treat NUS like it's an american university, where it's so massive that you contend with the loneliness and see it as a good thing. In lectures you don't need to have an identity; it is enough to be alone, listening to what the lecturer is saying, no one bothering with knowing who you are, not having to bother about who everyone is. I guess I'm still trying to understand that, but I'm on my way there.

Other than that, I've signed up for too many activities and I can see myself overcommitting. There goes your CAP, Amanda.