At work now, feeling generally irrelevant to the Larger Scheme of Things just because, irrelevant to the people around me because our conversations usually revolve around them, irrelevant to my religion because where is He anyway. Feeling hungry for food, hungry for answers, hungry for company, hungry for something More than This. Hating my 9 to 5, hating my need to matter, hating myself inside and out. When did I become this?