Sometimes I decide that I can be totally independent but other days I feel as if I will lose a part of myself when he goes off to serve the bloody nation. Today is the day when I feel like the latter.

Most of the time when we meet I just want to lie down and fall asleep with you.

On another note, the girls I met at the Awfully Chocolate training are a rare breed of pretty and nice girls. This must be some kind of small miracle! (The only problem is I have shifts on the weekend he comes back and I am a retard I am such a fucking retard.)